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Never Without Love

by Chord Princess

My life was over, Or so it had seemed, I said my goodbyes, And I silently screamed. I knew it was wrong, But it just felt so right, When sadness creeps in, It puts up a fight. I went into the kitchen, I looked all around, I saw what I needed, My heart started to pound. I tested the edge, As I picked up the knife, I placed it over my wrist, As I went over my life. I had no one to leave, Nobody who cared, A small little girl, Could certainly be spared. The phone started to ring, And I suddenly knew, I don't really know how, But it had to be you. I slowly walked over, And picked up the phone, In that moment I'd never felt more alone. You begged me to stop, To not do what I would, I said nothing at all, I don't think that I could. You cried and you pleaded, And I didn't know how, I had missed it so long, But I finally saw now. You may think life is hopeless, That there's no help from above, But as long as you have friends, You'll always have love. *This poem is dedicated to my best friend, Billie. Literally seconds before I ended my life, she called me and automatically knew what I was going to do. I wouldn't be here without her.